Friday, December 15, 2006
diet forever???
i dont know if this will last forever, but i cant seem to get contented with my weight. i told myself before that once i reached 130lbs, im ok. i reached 130lbs but i wanted to lose some more. Now i am currently 123lbs and cant seem to get contented. i am now targetting 115lbs. A lot of my friends said that i should stop coz they said i am already thin...but honestly, i dont think i am. am i anorexic? hope not, i dont think i am, hell no. i still eat 3x a day, low carbs though. but everytime i look at the mirror, i still see a fat lady. how depressing. i hope this ugly feeling will soon fade. i am tired of this strict dieting but i cant seem to stop, i guess not now, nor in the future....
Wednesday, December 6, 2006
Year 2006
Welcome to my new blogspot. Here's my first entry I arrived very early here sa office and people aren't here yet, particularly my yosi buddies, so post na lang ako ng 1st entry ko. Gusto ko lang post dito yung mga achievements ko (kung meron man) at mga ginawa ko for the whole year. I can say that this is a very blessed year for me, I mean work wise. Never in my wildest imagination I thought na I would land on this kind of job. Being a trainer is not easy, syempre nakataya dito ang credibility ko. And convincing the people to believe and sell life insurance is very difficult. well just so you know I work in Sun Life Financial, the #2 Life insurance company in the country. Anyways, I guess this job really developed my self confidence. Tangina hindi biro ang magsalita sa harap ng tao ha, with all the effort pa and everything. But I find this job very fulfilling, the best perks siguro that I get from this job is the opportunity to travel around the country. Dati dream ko lang na sana naman before I die I get to travel the Philippines, and it finally happened, for free pa (hehe). And it made me proud to be a Filipino dahil sobrang ganda ng Pilipinas and the people are very friendly. March-October 2006 I was able to travel to different provinces in the country, let me mention the names, Cebu, Tacloban (my home province), Bacolod, Iloilo, Butuan, Davao, Daet and Tagbilaran. If you were to ask me which one is the best, syempre Cebu, and I mean the place. Pero kung sa mga tao, I would have to say Davao and Bacolod. Especially Bacolod. I gained friends in bacolod and they are the best. I always tell them nga that I wanna live stay there for good. Anyways, I love my work, I never felt so contented with my job. I believe that this is a blessing from God and I never fail to thank him everyday!
Well, maiba naman tayo. Hindi rin naman puro happy moments this year. The most shocking event in my life happened when my yaya, who's like my second mother, who took care of me for 26 years died because of asthma attack. feeling ko nga wala na akong iiiyak nung mga oras na yon. My yaya is my bestfriend, my second mom and my hero. Kung ano ako ngayon, big part of it was because of her. Sayang, life was too short for her. She died at age 59. I feel bad na hindi ko nasuklian lahat ng ginawa nya sa akin. I love her dearly. Ngayon, hindi na ako umiiyak. But whenever I think of her I feel very sad. Sayang talaga. Her cute apo is with us, her name's Charlene, and we're taking care of her coz her mother's in hongkong. She's 8 years old and I love her to death dahil she really reminds me of her lola. Oh well, when my yaya passed away, its then I realized that life is very short and that you should always spend everyday of your life like its your last. And make your loved ones feel na you love them very much, if possible, don't forget to tell them everyday that you love them. Kaya to my mom, kuya, tita, cousin, Charlene (as if mababasa nila to) I love you! And to my few good friends and to my bestfriend, I love you!
Hay pasko na, this is the loneliest xmas ever. Wala si yaya at walang pera. Hindi ko nga alam saan ako kukuha ng pera para pang bili ng gifts, puede bang kisses and hugs na lang? Hehehe But I still can't wait for xmas to come. I know that it will never be the same coz yaya is not around, but I am still spending it with my loved ones. That's it for now. If something exciting happen in my life, post uli ako. Merry Christmas to all
Well, maiba naman tayo. Hindi rin naman puro happy moments this year. The most shocking event in my life happened when my yaya, who's like my second mother, who took care of me for 26 years died because of asthma attack. feeling ko nga wala na akong iiiyak nung mga oras na yon. My yaya is my bestfriend, my second mom and my hero. Kung ano ako ngayon, big part of it was because of her. Sayang, life was too short for her. She died at age 59. I feel bad na hindi ko nasuklian lahat ng ginawa nya sa akin. I love her dearly. Ngayon, hindi na ako umiiyak. But whenever I think of her I feel very sad. Sayang talaga. Her cute apo is with us, her name's Charlene, and we're taking care of her coz her mother's in hongkong. She's 8 years old and I love her to death dahil she really reminds me of her lola. Oh well, when my yaya passed away, its then I realized that life is very short and that you should always spend everyday of your life like its your last. And make your loved ones feel na you love them very much, if possible, don't forget to tell them everyday that you love them. Kaya to my mom, kuya, tita, cousin, Charlene (as if mababasa nila to) I love you! And to my few good friends and to my bestfriend, I love you!
Hay pasko na, this is the loneliest xmas ever. Wala si yaya at walang pera. Hindi ko nga alam saan ako kukuha ng pera para pang bili ng gifts, puede bang kisses and hugs na lang? Hehehe But I still can't wait for xmas to come. I know that it will never be the same coz yaya is not around, but I am still spending it with my loved ones. That's it for now. If something exciting happen in my life, post uli ako. Merry Christmas to all
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